here I am

I have not posted anything since new newzealand. Just thought I did not have anything interesting to say. But then again does anyone have anything interesting to say! Unless someone wants to listen.
Facebook and the Internet is interesting. People see your picture and think they know you! have not seen you in years, but assume you are happy because you have beautiful pictures. Sometimes you have great pictures because you travel to get away from the loneliness! Envy the ones that do not have to travel to find peace. I envy the people that have family and friends they don't have to leave to kill the lonely feeling that invades all of our souls. I often wish that I had never seen suck amazing places. You can not miss what you have never seen. Now when I am in a place where it is still, I miss the new view, the new people, the endless change. Life is change, but it is slow change when you are in one place. We all choose our own life. I wonder if I made the right choose! I see my friends and family with children and wonder!!! Who truly is happy? But in the later years I will have only my memories and the later will have family!Instant gratification of lonely travel and adventure will be but a memory with no one to share it with! May be best to stop and find someone to share the travel with!!!